“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like '' Maybe we should be just friends '' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”- Neil Gaiman

YOU are the reason why I acted like a total illiterate person. I can't write anything properly at that time.
YOU, my Prince, are the reason why I am afraid to fall in love again. I cannot face facts that I am liking someone.
YOU are the reason for those tears. No matter how much they tell me you're not worthy of them, I still cried countless tears for you.
Yes, it rips me apart. It still will until I leave this place and forget your ugly unpresentable face.
It still rips me apart...slowly...
slowly...
slowly...
more than YOU could imagine.

YOU are the only person I would like to erase.

Oh, do YOU want company?
Do YOU want to be with someone?

Fine, I'll grant that.

Evaporate! And be one of those vapors! When YOUu've done that, I'll FINALLY LOVE THE RAIN. It means YOU're falling...falling...falling.
And YOU can't move on.

YOU're life is a cycle. YOU just fall. Good for me.